For thoose of you who don’t know what a “frink noise” is, go watch Professor Frink on the Simpsons, you’ll get it eventually. 
Sod all happened today, I’m still ‘pine’ing…. Appart from that, nothing’s happened.
Frances is visiting tommorow, we’re gonna have a good drinking session, Uni bar, Weatherspoons, then whereever. Should be fun.
Adios,
Pete.
I vowed to my self that I’d never regret my decision to split up with Millie. And I try not to, however that doesn’t prevent me rethinking about it.
I’m fearful that my decision will have cut me off from the people that I feel a lot for. These people have given me a new branch to my life here. It’s very hard to go back once you’ve had that.
But at the end of the day they are her friends, not mine. Although if I was at least accepted by her, they would probably become mine as well.
She sits two rows infront of me now, unknown to her. She didn’t reply to my text message last night, strange that one, sent that at 8pm, got the delivery report at 2am. Fscking Orange.
Oh well, we’ll find out how things are I guess today, failing that. Cast myself to the dark side? heh. I think I am already that, at least in her eyes.
Frances trip looms forward, the strange notion that getting blind drunk will help should be fun.
Adios for now,
Pete.
Todays been pritty shite, I’ve not done anything I’ve really wanted to. Just really wasting my day, trying to relax.
I guess I’ve had a low day, I eat one of the snacks that Millie got me from Spain, a nice chewy Silvester Cat. I guess that reminded me of her. I sent her an SMS this morning, asking if she wanted to go for a coffee. Or at least just to start talking. If we do, I’ll get what the deal really is and ask her to be blunt.
Honesty is the best policy? Perhaps in this case. I know for other things it isn’t.
What else has happened? Well users.dal.net is now hosted on one of the servers I have some control on, heh, feel the power or the powertrip *grin*.
My father rang, which was nice. I need to get a birthday card for my mothers birthday on May 1st tommorow.
Nothing else is new, so for now, so long,
Pete.
Wow, yeasturday was fun. In the morning I ended up playing with Elite II : Frontier. That game was truly “leet”. In the afternoon I chilled and relaxed.
I got to bed at 4am this morning, which is almost unheard of for me at the moment. However things where going on that I thought I should be awake during. I can’t discuss what, but all I’ll say is it didn’t involve Millie or anyone else in real life.
I’m sitting eating half a meat feast pizza, very nice, right, I’m off to go do something productive for the rest of the day.
Adios,
Pete.
Well things are continuing… I woke up this morning feeling fairly refreshed, had a pritty good sleep. I think the walking yeasturday had something definate to do with that :).
Just had fun on IRC, someone managed to /kill one of services agents, which caused it to misbehave, so I ended up /squit’ing them. I can see that having questions :).
Millie’s slowly moving out of my mind, it’s been 3 days since I last saw her, it’ll be a total of 5 before I have a chance to again. Not a bad thing, although I’m still missing her even just as a friend at this point.
We’ll see what happens, role on the weekend,
Pete.