Bleh…
I feel like shit today, I’m tired and I’m grouchy. I think my moods are also swinging all over the place. LLP wasn’t to bad today, although, I don’t know how well I did. PD tommorow, oh what fun that’ll be.
We got GTA3 for the PC today from lee on IRC, it’s cool once we got it working, control’s a little unusual, but we’ll get there.
Gotharial also asked me to nuke his diary last night so I did, he also asked me to unban him from #docs, so I told him that wasn’t happening unless the mood swings stoped. So he said it wouldn’t, so I said no. He said it was time for him and DALnet to part, he then /quit…. funnily he’s back on… case in point.
Sigh, I’m bored of DALnet. Maybe it’s just my current mood, but it’s not doing what it used to for me. I’m considering resigning from the webteam, I feel that I need to get the CMS completed, but I just don’t have it in me. Well not at the moment anyway, especially with my mind half on Millie all the time.
I’m also begining to feel undermined, Aaron and I got an email from Spike today, it was obviously aimed at the webteam, but Aarons email was in the to field, I was in the cc. I know it doesn’t really mean much, but I still don’t like it.
I like Aaron, he’s a good friend, and I know he’s a HUGE asset to DALnet, but sigh, I don’t know. He plays with users database, he’s working on a php version of users.*, maybe I feel he’s started encroaching on my area. He used to be just hosting and dns. Now he’s web developing, and basically that’s my forté, although I’m not doing much of it, I should be. I guess it’s my own fault for feeling this way. I really don’t feel any form of hostility to Aaron, nor does it change how I feel about him as a friend. Perhaps it’s time that I and DALnet’s admin side went different ways.
We’ll see after tommorow, I’m going home for the weekend, so I can relax. Re-evaluate what I’m thinking.
My muscles ache, so I’m off for a bath,
Adios,
Pete.