Ho hum…
Well I’m feeling a little better now. Although no real reason to. Millie and I just talked about what’s been happening and then about us.
At one point it came around to me saying something along the lines of “You have to decide what you want”, I repied with “The one thing I want, I can’t have”. She just hugged me, I don’t know why but just hugging helps.
We’re strangely still close, well that’s what I feel. I may be completely wrong. It’s strange that Millie and I can talk at such a personal level to each other, but we can’t to our other friends. Perhaps we just trust each other so much.
I still miss her, I guess the phone call made me realise how much I still missed her.
Oh well, Andy and I are probably off for a drink later. Hopefully that’ll help a little bit.
I want more hugs! Heh, selfish, but it helps. I’ve also decided that I am going to show Millie my diary, I just hope she doesn’t think I’m completely fucked up.
Pete.