The Inner Circle

Well things are kinda looking up in my life somewhat. Millie just left after a nice evening. David’s not in the house, so I’m home alone.

Millie and I got an Indian “Take Away” from Asda, which was nice, although currently smells out the entire downstairs of the house. When preparing it I tested the water by kissing her some more, she accepted it, gave it back. Which was nice.

We retired to my room to watch Road Trip, such a good film. She seemed to enjoy it, so that’s a good thing. We kissed a little during the film during the quiet bits, as you do.

Afterwards we played about like we used to, teasing each other, kissing all over, etc. Things moved on, and we ended up having unprotected sex. Which is a first for me. I will note that it was unprotected as in no condom, she however is on the pill. I do have to say it was a fun experience, different to protected, extra fun. If that’s the way it’s gonna go for us normally, then it makes life much easier, so much easier, no fumbling.

Our relationship is as such, we are seeing each other, however not really boyfriend/girlfriend. Although I’m not sure there is a distinction. However, if we’re now having unprotected sex, it’s not something two sober people choose quickly. Well clever sober people anyway, so perhaps I should assume it’s for good.

She’s off home at 9 this morning, which sucks, she said she may be back on Wednesday or Thursday. She’ll then be back until she goes to France, which isn’t long, a week or less. I’m off to my Uncles next weekend, so unfortunatly that limits our time. I’m pritty sure she’s keen for me to visit France, she even gave me details on how to change trains from Paris De Gall airport. Although I’ll probably catch the train.

Well not much else for now, we had a power surge last night that causes the main board to trip, however my UPS kept rubidium.* running :).

Adios for now,

Pete

Hey folks,

It’s been a couple of days since I’ve last written, infact probably half a week. I wrote a diary entry offline earlier in the week, but I’m yet to put it up, I will get around to doing that. It still however doesn’t cover what I wanted to write about today.

On a side note, university is virtualy empty, all the staff are huddled away in their rooms watching the football. Looks like England are winning so far… but will it last. *snicker*

Millie came over yeasturday, she was upset about everybody leaving uni. So she came over for a hug… we ended up cuddling, she kissed me on the check which I tried to ignore. She hadn’t done that in a long time.

We cuddled for ages, until near the end she kissed me on my lips, so I followed suit. We kissed for a little while. It was nice having that again. She said she didn’t want to hurt me, but I don’t really know what that means. She also said she was scared of the word “boyfriend”. She’s coming over at half seven to eight tonight, so we’ll see what she has to say. In the least we’ll be good friends.

I sold the 400n TolkenRing Network card for my printer today. Although it was at loss. But it’s no good me having it. I guess I jsut need to get another one now.

Oh well, we’ll see what Millie says tonight, I’ll either feel like shit agaqin, or things will be much better.

Adios for now,

Pete.

It’s been a while since I’ve written in the diary, but that’s because we’ve lost internet access because Andy’s left, taking hedgehog, our main gateway. So I’ve been using my iPAQ and my mobile to access the internet.

We also moved all the servers to James old room, which means David and I have quiet rooms at night. Nothing else is majorly different, well at least on the geek side of things.

I went around to Millie’s on Friday (well I think it was), things are slightly confused. I sat around with her, hugged, cuddled for a while. We watched TV, eat ice cream. We went up stairs and sat watching a movie.

News about Paul Griffens mother brought back bad memories, his mother has been diagnosed and treated for breast cancer. It seems like it’s still pritty severe.

It kinda made me sad around Millie, so we talked and I huged her. We ended up hugging and cuddling in bed. We fell asleep for a few hours together. I woke up and gentely woke her up and I left.

I’m still missing her, but I guess, it’s not as strong as it used to be. But I still love her. I’m missing her, so I want to see her again. She said “See you soon” but for Millie, which means she’s in a good mood or on good terms.

Sigh, I miss her. I went to Ant’s today to collect my email and reply to a few emails.

Not much else going on,

Pete.