%I want to know, Can we get clean again%
Hmmm, today has been somewhat rocky. I was talking to Millie via email today, she noticed Rosie’s birthday was on my countdown timer. I told her it was there because she had pestered me to put it there. Not a complete version of the truth, but it sufficed. I also moaned that my day wasn’t that great, I was worrying about her, etc.
Then I got an email back. Which the way it was written was in a none to nice mood. She said “your worried about me and your adding random women from work on to your list of important dates?”, which I think perhaps upset her. I’m hoping it didn’t, but it’s always possible. I wrote her a semi-appologetic letter back, explaining things.
I hope it sorts things out, I really don’t want to loose her. It’s somewhat proved I love her, because I’m so worried about what implications it’ll have. This is also worse because of the fact it’s during her period, so she’s somewhat more… moody *ducks from all the women*.
I’m also hoping this is at the start of her period, because otherwise it means she should be about due when I go over to France. Which will blatently suck, I would ask her, but she might go mad at me at the moment, claiming sex is all I think about.
So assuming this is the start, 4 days from now is the 27th. Then the 14th is about 18 days away. Leaving two days which I there. That is if she’s 28 days exact. Which will blatently suck if she’s early. SIGH. Not that thats the only reason I’m going over there, we all know it’s not.
Oh well, I’m going to wait to hear from her, sigh, I hate worrying,
Pete.