Archive for August, 2002

Ummmm welll…. hey…. Hi again…

People have been telling me my diary’s been neglected. I guess it has I haven’t written in it for over three weeks. I guess lifes just been dull, and boring.

Works good, appart from the fact I’m constantly getting it in the neck by my boss about an asset database. It’s a database that has every single piece of computing equipment the company owns in it, and it’s never accurate, but it’s my job to make it right… so I’ve written a bit of software that should make life easy… and a bit of software for my ipaq to make data entry easy into the database. We’ll see if that makes my life any easier.

I’ve spoken about this girl Rosie before, she’s split up with her long term boyfriend. She’s now ironically going out with Dave Comboy, well he’s probably better for her then this “Scott” was.

I was in the pub last night with Watkin drinking fair amounts of beer, I overheard some girls at the other side of the pub, they seemed to know Rosie, saying it was a good thing that she split up with Scott and that he treated her like shit. Rosie was also messaging them at the same time. It’s quite funny to hear it from another place, shows how small the world is.

However, I guess the big thing is I went to visit Millie last weekend, I arrived on the Wednesday evening and left on the Friday evening. My Friday flight was delayed for an hour and a half, during which time my iPAQ managed to perform a full reset, which really pissed me off.

Although that wasn’t the biggest thing that’s wrong. The first two days where great, Millie and I where cool, we visited all the sites, the sex was great. (Well it had to get mentioned at least once ;).

However after we where sun bathing she managed to get her self burnt. Which ment I couldn’t cuddly/hug/play with her. Which didn’t really go down quite well.

We kinda left each other in a bad tense, we hugged and kissed at the airport though. So I thought things where at least okey. However I didn’t get chance to email her on the Monday I got back to see how things where.

I think she was somewhat upset, or off put, or thought things where worse then they are. Or perhaps they are that bad. I finaly got an email from her today in responce to one I sent late Thursday. She’s not sure how we are, or what I feel for her. So I sent her an email explaining how I feel, I actually told her I love her in it. The thought of splitting up with her, makes me feel sick. I think I really do love her.

I want to know what she feels about me, I don’t quite know what she feels. We’ll see tomorrow, I’m hoping she’ll write me back as soon as possible. It’s making me sick to my stomach, like I used to feel about her.

What’s anoying though is she’s booked her flights out, but because she didn’t think we where on good terms, she made her returning flight from Luton, not Liverpool. So it’s possible she won’t be coming to visit me, although I’m not sure what sort of strain that’ll put on our relationship.

Sigh, we’ll see. On the holiday I managed to loose my mobile phone on the plane on the way there. Which pissed me off, so I’ve now got a brand new 6310i, it’s a nice phone. I’ve also ordered a new iPAQ thanks to John, it’s got 65 thousand colours, same memory and processor, but it’s got bluetooth and secure digital, so that’ll be nice. It also has a good screen, which mine doesn’t.

Okey this is a fair amount to put in a diary for now. I’ll let you guys catch up with my life.

Adios,

Pete.

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Wow… what a week?

Well, I’ve been so busy rewritting this website, I haven’t really had time to write in my diary. We lost the ISDN line last Tuesday, so that was anoying, as I couldn’t upload new pages to this website, or other such things.

I was checking my email at work for Millie mail, I’m just hoping I didn’t check it to much. Work is going well, still doing the asset database, it’s horrible.

My phone messages are finaly going through to Millie again, I missed being able to have some form of instant communication with her. I really do miss her, I want to cuddle and huggle with her. Heh. Soppy really.

It’s not long until I see her in France now, only 11 days. I’m counting down the seconds. I’m also looking forward to her coming over in September, the only catch is that she’ll be here for a full day, I want her for longer. I’ve asked her to stay longer, just for an extra day, but she keeps avoiding that question. That worries me a little bit, *shrugs*.

I’m considering my place on DALnet, I’m not totaly sure what I want there. I’m not sure I want to oper anymore, I want to program the CMS and do bits on the webteam, but I’m not sure I want to lead it.

Sigh, I want Millie! She’s out tonight “getting smashed” as she put it, I’m somewhat worried, I don’t know why. Either I’m worried she’ll get hurt, or she’ll “do something” with someone else. Which I guess is what worries me.

Oh well, I’m gonna go back and play on IRC a bit, I miss Millie so much,

Bye,

Pete.

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