The Inner Circle

Hey folks,

God so much has happened/changed in the last few days. My parents are back from their two week holiday in Spain. John and Joy are both at university now, John went this morning.

I’ve spent a lot of time with John recently, mostly in the evening. It’s been good to have a friend so close here. But unfortunatly he’s not here anymore. So now I’m left with Watkin…. great.

I’ve slowly got all the bits together for my new server, I’m only missing one of the IDE drives for the RAID array. Dual Athlon, oh yes baby! 2Gb of ram. So what, I’m a geek.

Millie’s slowly getting better, I miss her so much still. I told her I missed her, she actually said that I hadn’t phoned her. Which was sadly true, I’ve been pressed for time, although for someone you love, you should make the time. I’m so going to make the effort.

Depending what day the doctors let her go back to France, we might be meeting up next Friday in Stafford or somewhere. It’ll be nice to see her again.

Oh well, I can’t think of much more to write, I’m just talking to Antony at the moment, so I’m somewhat side tracked.

Catch you later,

Pete.

I’m at Millies at the moment. She’s still very ill. Although she is getting better. She’s sleeping at the moment after eating. She’s so thin, it’s almost sickening. She’s almost the weight of an anarexic, it’s really bad.

It didn’t take that long to actually get down here, only 2 hours by the motorway. I may stop in stafford on my back to see Raf and Ben.

I’ve given Millie the password to her diary group. Now I have to add the entries to the group.

I’m still not convinced on how we are together. I’ve held her hand for comfort. She let go every time her mom was here. Doubt creeps in, but probably without reason.

Oh well. I should consider going home now. But I don’t want to leave without saying good bye.

Adios for now,

Pete.

I’m at work waiting for the guys in Watford to call me back so I can finished upgrading one of the servers. I’m in Kidsgrove today, nothing special here.

I’d rather be back at region, it’s Gary’s last day at work, then I fully take over, they’re out at lunch at the moment. We’re also all going out this evening basically on a crawl and then onto a night club. I can’t leave my car at work, basically because I’m going to need it over the weekend. So I’m going home and then John has kindly offered to take me back into town, which was nice of him.

I’ve been worried about Millie for the past few days, she got home on Monday, which was ahead of schedual. She messaged me when I was in Chester working, she was back home, but she’d be admitted to hospital.

Of the two text messages I’ve got from her, or on her behalf (sister), she’s in hospital because of her tummy again. I can’t imagin for one minute how much pain that must cause.

Her sister was under the impression yeasturday that she would be out of hospital soon. I’ve been considering going down to Glouster and visiting her while she’s in hospital, however I doubt she’d like me going and seeing her in that condition. I don’t care though. I still missw her.