"You are transparent…I see many things…I see plans within plans"
A subject that I feel apropriate.
I’ve been thinking, after talking to a lot of people recently. How much back stabbing is really going on around here. It’s all dangerous, very dangerous.
I see people getting hurt, I see a once happy “family” now in tatters. I would like to see that family again once together, however I think there’s to much bitterness between people for that to ever happen.
It all started with one event, we where fine until that point. Now, it’s happening again, with a frightening simularity. History repeats it’s self as it always does.
While some people may accuse me of being “to grown up”, that’s just my age I guess. I’m also completely detached from the events going on, I guess having an emotional detachment helps.
I in theory could read any diary I could at any point, all the users here at least have the respect not to ask me to look at someone elses diary for them. Thank you for that.
I have always said it is not my place to do so, and it isn’t. I am not here to play god, or matchmaker or friendship generator. I do like to know what’s going on though, it hurts me that people just refuse to be civil to each other. I guess people have to learn though.
Less of the philosophical stuff now. What’s happened since last time…
Well, the company Millie works for has gone Chapter 11, so her contract’s been terminated. So she’s now making her plans to return back to England at the end of this month.
I have mixed feeling about this on multiple levels, I’m happy she’s back so I can see her more often, but she’s missing out on the experience at work. I feel more, but nothing I’ll write in an open entry.
I get to see her on Thursday, she’s staying over the weekend, although she’s going to have to go to Glouster on the Friday to take some of her stuff down. I’m looking forward to seeing her, I just really want to have a cuddle.
I’m in work at the moment, and boy is it quiet. It’s 8:40am and there’s 5 out of 15 finance staff in, including myself. The phones not ringing and my boss is at one of our sites. I suppose I’ve got a few things to do, so hey I should.
Oh well, I had some things to say I guess and I’ve said them.
Take care all,
Peter.