"All I Want"
Bleh, I’ve been feeling down recently, due to various things. I think the primary reason is not having a job. I really want one now, just to give me something to do.
Sitting at home trying to work on RPOS hasn’t really helped, I keep hitting brick walls and I swear it’s cabin fever. Going up to Lancaster might help to get me away from it all. I’ll also be able to get a large amount of programming done.
But everything I’ve started recently, appart from small projects, has gone badly. The only thing that’s really worked is the EPG on narwar.net.
Was wierd a minute a go I was standing at my window, it’s very windy here atm, and when it gusted for a second it reminded me of Geocaching in Stafford with Andy, Stubbs and Millie.
It’s an odd feeling, I’ve pritty much forgotten about Millie. But something like that brings back so many memories. It’s odd and kinda sadning. Thinking of Stafford I’ve finaly managed to get my land lord to send the deposit back, that took far to long.
And then thinking of money, apparently I’m due to recieve my JobSeekers Allowance soon, AFT. If it’s not in my account tomorrow I’m gonna ring them up.
I’m kinda hoping that I’ll get to relax at Lancaster on Friday for a few days, I’ve got Johns bed for 5 days or so, so that’s good. Take a sleeping bag and a pillow and all will be good.
Oh well, not much is happening here really. Bleh, I want to be released from this fever.
D.